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GIRL CRAZY and more

okay well i know this over used but I cant get my head around this girl. I have tried everything I tired dating others, I tried avoiding, ive tries spells/magic and medetation. No matter what I do this girl keeps comming back to mind and I cant stop thing about her. Ive talked to her a few times and we both dont want to ruin the friendship we have, but part of me still wants it to be more. Now shes dating another guy 2nd one this school year and its the first one I was actual jealous off. Tomorrow is the last day of school before we head off for summer, then were back for the last year and im afriade I might never see her again. She has helped me so much like she got me to quit e/acid/weed/drinking to excess/smoking and cutting.......and with all that before meeting her I prayed and dreamt off someone simillar and it feels like shes the sign i was waiting for my personal guardian angle ect. Yet I dont know how to tell her I still feel this way. With all this going on my parents have no idea im bi cause i havent told them yet and ive been keeping it secret for 6yrs because of my moms religion and my dad well never understanding me. My parents want me to get into medicen and even threatned not to pay for culinar and photography school which i really want to do. I feel lost and that i might even start again though part of me wants to majority of dosnt and is tryn to hold back

So what happened to Rock and Roll Therapyy

Okay yeah its still here, but latley there has not been any bands therapy advice last one was like back in the begging of march or so whats up?

So yeah i made this for my gf and then she dumped me

You have been gone such a short time
Of my heart this is a crime
My feelings seem to uncontrollably grow
What I can do about them, I do not know

For hours we sit and talk
I dream of taking a long slow walk
Through the hills, along the beach
With you in arms reach

To have you in my arms to hold and caress
Would relieve all earthly problems and stress
Whilst i am running my fingers through your hair
I would be floating, lighter than air

But this is only a dream
A hope for it to happen is extreme
I will continue on as I have to date

90s

you're under the age of 13...you shouldnt even read this

and if you do, you should not repost this.

Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.

It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.

You're a 90's kid if:

You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]

You remember watching:
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life.
-Gargoils

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."

You remember:
-LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!!
-Step by Step
-Family Matters!!!
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World!!!!
-Wild and Crazy Kids

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not

when everyhting was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or
-daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
-skunk in the barn yard
-ms. mary mack
-big mac a tea a tea

when cops and robbers was a daily activity.

when we played Hide and go seek until our legs grew numb.

when we used to obey our parents

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.

"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet. He's a Hero.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

You remember watching:
-The Magic School Bus
-Wishbone
-Reading Rainbow
-and Ghostwriter on PBS

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.

You remember those Where's Waldo books.

You remember eating Warheads.

You remember watching:
-the 1st Batman
-Aladdin
-Ninja Turtles
-Animporphs
-ghost busters

you remember watching...
-my little pony tails
-gummi bears
-tail spin
-goof troop
-chip n' dail rescue rangers

You remember Ring Pops.

You remember drinking Surge, and Tang.

If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"

When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.

You played and/or collected "Pogs" :)

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.

one word. . . . . . . . Furbies.

You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.

And Windows 95 was the best.

You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles. "Cowabunga!"

Michael Jordan was a king.

YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out

You collected those Beanie Babies.

Carebears

Gak was the coolest stuff invented.

Lambchop's song never ended.

The old dollar bills.

Silver dollars, which were cool to have.

Everyone watched the WB and yelled at people who interupred them.

You collected all the Troll dolls

If you even know what an original walkman is.

You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.

You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.

Before the MySpace frenzy . . .

Before the Internet & text messaging . . .

Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .

Before MIKE JONES . . .

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .

Before Spongebob . . .

Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded
stuff on VCRs.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkman.

When checking out drawing books and that one book about the rainbow fish from the library was THE cool thing to do.

You had slap bracelets!

Way back.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

Post this in your bulletin if you remember these days . . . .

Post with the year you were born

Time Flies

My simple thoughts that follow you
They make me so depressed, sorry its true
Just to have my heart broken apart
But its too much to have you in my heart
I loved you so
But its as though
I was never even here
Drunk with beer
Or drunk with rage
Don't really matter, cause I'll be just fine
Too much torealize you're noi longer mine
Breaking away my simple emotions
Hoping that one day no more pain
I'm been tired of the hurt and rejection
So sick of this broken affection
No one loves me, I know its true
Cause if it weren't i wouldn't feel this blue
My simple sorrow
It will follow
YOU
I hope that you enjoy your day
As i slowly drift away
I'm too broken inside to even bother to care
I know you'll never be there
So save you're damned lies
I'll try to forget those eyes
I
will
always
love
you
But that was before i felt this heartache
before i knew the lies
before i knew you were never gonna be there for me
my
pain
is
dripping
d
o
w
n
but that was only pain
my blood is all around my ripped up body

when you took my heart
you killed me

A week HELP ME

So my gf back today it was great but it felt like something has changed

im leavn in a week and i know i wont see her untill i grduate if not later

what should i do

9 days yet it still feels

Yeah leaving in 9 days

no one ever really understands

me anymore and i miss my gf i havent

seen her in 3 weeks cause shes out of town

no one msgs me on buzznet im just leave for

a while music is my only friend

11 DAYS

so yeah 11 days till i leave there still too much going on and i need

to figure who is really there for me and the ppl that have been there fore

me so far no matter what thanks you guys mean the world to me and

im sorry for anyshit i caused u Love and ill be BACK

Long Away

So yeah im leaving in 13 days to finsh 2 yrs of high school in Italy

Obviously its gona be exciting. But how can it be with all this pain im suffering

rite now which will never leave me and im leavn the one person who belives in me

still AMBER<3 I love you to death and no matter how far away you are you will always be

in my heart i dont know what i would have done without you for the rest of you i hope u

suffer as much as u made me suffer